Blinkie

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Blessings

Today is my birthday
I am sixty years old
The real blessings in my life
began forty one years ago
on September 10, 1969.

I was 18 and only 19 days
away from 19 years of age.
I wandered in the shadow
of my life
questioning what
I should be.

I had been blessed with a loving family.
I had been blessed with good health.
I had been blessed with talents.
I had been blessed with good friends.
I had been blessed with intellect.
I had been blessed with love.
But, I wasn't really happy.

Then, on September 10th, 1969
the biggest blessing
in my life came
to me
and I changed
inside my heart.
I knew who I was and why I lived.
I stepped out of the shadows and
into the light
of an angel.

Her name was mine to choose {and spell ;-)}
She was so tiny, only six and a half pounds.
She was perfect in every way.
She was mine only.
She is my only daughter.

MaLeisa Maurine Angel

I felt her angel presense and thus
she became my very first angel and
I started on the road
walking toward the light of
Heaven.

She and I spent many nights together
just the two of us
she liked being up at night
and then sleeping in the day.

Her Grandpa Veater
took her in his arms
and said,
"This is my little girl!"
Then he took her to every neighbor's
house to show her off.

She was never far from
her Grandpa's arms.
This is my little angel with
her Grandma Dora and
Grandpa Clark at the
Grand Canyon.

Or her Grandma's arms either.

She made me so very happy
and I couldn't believe how
much I loved her!
It was indescribable!
 

When she started school she was barely five
I remember having four dresses made
just for her.
She looked like a little angel with her
pretty blond curls, heavenly  blue eyes, and her sweet smile.
I cried after I dropped her off at Lehi Elementary.

Time sped by so fast and my little angel
grew in beauty and grace.
She was kind
She was loving
She was funny
She was still just mine.
Her eyes so blue, her smile so sweet
and her hair just a little darker.
My daughter, my girl.
I didn't know I could love her more,
but I did.

Zip - Zap
High school at Mesa High
came way too soon
and my girl is
a gymnast and a cheerleader.
 

She is organized
She is athletic
She is oh so smart
She is more beautiful than ever.
When she graduated from High School,
what did she do?
She joined the US Navy
and served with honor and integrity.

All too soon, there came four more little angels
Each sweet and special in their own way.


Jordan Ann Angel


Logan Laine Angel


Britain Alexandra Angel

Ryan Elisabeth Angel
                My little angel is all grown up
and has little angels of her own!

This is my daughter with the love of her life.
(and he is awesome)
I can share my angel with him because I know he loves her, just as I do.
To see my beautiful angel happy, loved and loving
is
the greatest blessing of my life!